Mark of the Beast

I probably shouldn't blog under the influence but I'm going to give it a shot anyway (laughs) [Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol...].  My troll is on point tonight.  I am nice and tipsy and in the mood to share a few thoughts.  My life is in shambles and, even worse, God has thwarted my attempt at crushing another proclaimed Christian man.  Yes, I have allowed my compulsive thinking and behavior to get the best of me.   Fortunately my computer crashed and God intervened, wiping my entire entry from my cache, thus preventing me from posting it [Apparently we use our understanding to bully the bullies...].

I'm not exactly sure if that was politically correct but I don't care.  I'd much rather be ostracized for telling the truth than die a liar.  Did you know Templars were real and even Christians hated other Christians?  Wow, that was random...as hell.  I shouldn't have said that for I may anger God for my disobedience.  They, meaning Yahweh, are probably running out of patience with me as I fail to grasp their point.  I really should learn to shut the f*ck up before I get flagged [Oh well...].

The truth is...I'm hateful.  I seek to change what I hate rather than destroy it because lying beneath hatred is love.  To have a hateful feeling is to maintain some sort of feeling for someone or something though the intended feeling is negatively oriented.  The thing is lack of concern is even uglier than hatred.  I'd much rather someone care enough to wish bad on me than someone not even acknowledge I exist.  That's how it truly feels to be alone and I know that feeling well.

I don't care who reads my blog or is offended by the things I say.  I hate most of those individuals anyway.  Why shouldn't I?  What good have those people been to me?  None whatsoever, however, they've been a sh!t load of bad.  They're prejudiced and belligerent, they're mean spirited and rude, they're closed minded and disrespectful, and they're just not fun to be around [Ahem...].  Okay, maybe I'm going a little too hard on them [What?!  No you aren't!!!].  You're confusing the drunk, Mr. Marshall...

"Sorry!" - Mr. Marshall

I've come to realize how much I'd rather be with God in Heaven.  To me, life on Earth is a trial rather than a kindness.  To be trapped here with these other...people is - [Inf!!!]...What [Careful...]?!  Careful?!  Why should I be?  They aren't careful, they're cowards!  They hide behind they're faith and make excuses for their actions, or lack thereof.  They dominate the world and yet thirst for blood and greater power!  They sneak, they lie, they cheat, they steal, they destroy, and then swear by God's ordinance their actions are permissible!

Religious bastards are poisoning modern society.  I, on the other hand, am spiritual but non religious.  I don't follow any particular faith though I try to study them all.  I've crushed those spiritually "inclined" and those not inclined to believe in anything.  I'm not arrogant though I maintain a sense of pride in my gifted knowledge and understanding.  Amazing how defensive and outrageously rude someone becomes when they begin a discussion they can't finish.  Suddenly they don't want to talk about it anymore.

This, of course, after they manipulate the texts into what they want them to mean or fall victim to the theoretical bullsh!t spewed by the self proclaimed prophet they hail (in actuality a FALSE prophet) [Called a pastor or any other popular religious leader...].  Religions were created to mislead spiritul cultures and use fear to control the people living within them.  They pass judgements on a person's right to live as if they are God though their texts say to let God and ONLY God be the judge.

It's heart breaking to live amongst a people you can't save.  It's depressing [I guess hatred in this instance is a natural reaction...]...this world is so weak.  Humanity is so far from reaching the next level I can't bear to watch.  I just want to sit in a corner and watch the show [Why not join the party???].  No.  I don't like dancing with ugly people [Ouch...]!

Hopefully I've offended millions of people this morning.  My mind is mad deep and you just jumped in.  Minimum IQ 140 to enter the water!