Hi, folks. I've misbehaved in my absense [Typical of him...], I've ridiculed others for having absolutely no understanding of anything historically sound, scientifically proven, or even spiritually supported. What I mean is I entered a discussion about God, and though I've won, I must say the victory wasn't as sweet as I'd expected [Because you're a jerk...]. He started it!
In my attempt to provide an explanation, supported by scientific and historical evidence, I lost myself in the battle with words. I cast insults back in his direction, went through the trouble of citing references from credible sources, defined words, and made fun of his horrible grammar. Nearly losing my temper, due to his more threatening comments, I almost challenged him to meet me in person. He was really close to meeting a doctor [Don't joke about that! That's horrible!]. Who said it was a joke?
I will admit, I'm disappointed in myself for being childish enough to match wits with an idiot. Observing his lack of civility, deplorable grammer, inability to spell grade school level words, lack of punctuation, and lack of actual evidence, I came to realize I had been baited into battle with a peon.
This person remained in constant contradiction with himself as we proceeded to waste moments of our lives with a pointless debate. He constantly threw terms he couldn't define at me, such as: non sequitur, assertion, Doppler effect, and epic. All I could I pick out was how stupid he is, his poor spelling, misuse of terms, pointless rhetoric, and horrible grammar.
He spoke on how use of the Doppler system made it possible for man to calculate the speed of light [Which Infinite addressed and disproved...], how even having no knowledge of the size the universe is expanding and contracting [Which Infinite equated to a pulse, making it a living thing and then disproved as it couldn't be observed...], how Constantine I is responsible for modern Christian faith [Also not true. Infinite proved Constantine was only responsible for political views...], and how he won't believe in God unless God stands right in front of Him.
He calls it Ignosticism, I looked up the term and within the first few sentences, regarded it as bullsh!t. My reasoning? He's an Agnostic young man afraid he may be wrong, Rabbi Sherwin Wine coined the phrase [Which means he made it up...] less than 100 years ago [He was born in 1928...]. He demands concrete evidence of God's existence [Agnostic trait...], refutes anything tangible claiming it to be mearly an assertion [Atheistic trait...], and can't even find the term in a respected dictionary let alone explain the system or its origin [Irrationality due to the fear of being wrong...].
He goes on to tell me how I don't know who he is and who I've pissed off, as if he's some powerful character in an action cartoon. All his posts were pure bull, I exposed him, his following no longer supported him, and in less than 48 hours he faded to black. El Fin`. Even Steven Hawking couldn't save this guy. I felt as if I were arguing with a kindergartener and shame clouded my face. I asked myself if destroying such a weak mind was worth more to me than swallowing my pride and ignoring his smug remarks and harassment [Yes...]. *sigh*
Mr. Marshall is right, which is the very reason why I feel so bad. Had he not forced his beliefs on me they would've been better recieved, no lie, but he did, so he deserved the response I gave him, correct? God help me, I'm a monster [And proud of it...]. I am not!
"If that were true you wouldn't have enjoyed it so much. You read it to others, laughed about it out loud, and even disguised it within your jokes. You're an a$$, though not self righteous, and you've taken pride in the character traits that define such an individual. You found humor at his expense, boasted about the experience, and continued to combat him in spite of yourself...you even traded insults, yours being psychologically damaging, and violated your own doctrine." - Mr. Effing Marshall
Oh, go to hell, you pompous d!ckhead! I've had my epiphany...
My mind is mad deep and you just jumped in.
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